CC Madhya 2.20
Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta - Madhya-līlā - Chapter 2: The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
His Divine Grace
A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
TEXT 20
- sakhi he, nā bujhiye vidhira vidhāna
- sukha lāgi’ kailuṅ prīta, haila duḥkha viparīta,
- ebe yāya, nā rahe parāṇa
SYNONYMS
sakhi he — (My dear) friend; nā bujhiye — I do not understand; vidhira — of the creator; vidhāna — the regulation; sukha lāgi’ — for happiness; kailuṅ — I did; prīta — love; haila — it became; duḥkha — unhappiness; viparīta — the opposite; ebe — now; yāya — going; nā — does not; rahe — remain; parāṇa — life.
TRANSLATION
[Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī continued lamenting about the consequences of loving Kṛṣṇa:] “My dear friend, I do not understand the regulative principles given by the creator. I loved Kṛṣṇa for happiness, but the result was just the opposite. I am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now I am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of mind.